there is a time

There is a time when you look straight into one’s eyes you find nothing. You try to look for something that for a while has attracted you to jump on the lane and walk the path. That something, somehow, is disappearing. And suddenly you feel so tired. You don’t know why….

There is a time when you look straight into one’s eyes you feel dragged far up, and your view is zoomed out to an eagle’s eyes, and suddenly you question yourself ‘what have i done?’

There is a time when you look straight into one’s eyes you feel nothing. Nothing but a feeling of being a ghost. You don’t go to heaven up there, neither you touch the ground below. You are afloat. And suddenly you feel a need to lay down on the floor.

There is a time when you look straight into one’s eyes you are speechless. Not a word is said, although there are thousands of questions flying around in your mind. Although your heart is craving for answers, you choose to keep silent.

There is a time when you look straight into one’s eyes and you feel you don’t know what you want. You don’t even know for sure who you are anymore. You look back to yourself and start to question. But you don’t know what to question either…

There is a time when you look straight into one’s eyes you don’t know where you stand, nor what you stand for. You think you know something that you don’t know. But you feel that you know it for sure, and you feel like you are punched on the stomach, you feel like your heart is eaten bit by bit. And suddenly you wish that you have amnesia.

There is a time when you feel that it’s better not to find, and be found.

And there is a time when you finally decide that enough is enough. There are things better unchanged. There are things better unknown. There are words better unsaid. All you have to do is just pack your things up and take another path.

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